Showing posts with label Panic Disorder. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Panic Disorder. Show all posts

Thursday, February 19, 2015

The Bent Foods Store

There's this store I loved to go to. If there was still Christmas candy in May, it was at this store. If a pallet got dropped and some cans broke, all of it was sent to this store. Same if some boxes got smashed.  A company was changing their packaging, special super bowl labels and the game is over, it was all at this store. The bent foods store. It wasn't perfect, maybe wasn't always everything you ever wanted but people loved it and flocked to it.

I may be bent up a lot, smashed up a bit, ragged around the edges, out of season, not always the highest quality but people still come to me and love me.

This post is dedicated to Wizard, she knows what I'm talking about.

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Ice Building Up

I've been so cold lately. The depression, pain and anxiety are just building up more ice in my body. I just want to stay bundled up in my bed with the TV, my phone or both. I need distractions to keep my mind off of how cold I am.  HE is home more and that just sends me to my bed more. When he's not here, I'm warmer. I get out of bed more, I want to do things and I smile. He's going to be gone tomorrow and I'm already planning what I'm going to get done. I'm looking forward to my chores. How sad is that?