The Bent Foods Store

There's this store I loved to go to. If there was still Christmas candy in May, it was at this store. If a pallet got dropped and some cans broke, all of it was sent to this store. Same if some boxes got smashed.  A company was changing their packaging, special super bowl labels and the game is over, it was all at this store. The bent foods store. It wasn't perfect, maybe wasn't always everything you ever wanted but people loved it and flocked to it.

I may be bent up a lot, smashed up a bit, ragged around the edges, out of season, not always the highest quality but people still come to me and love me.

This post is dedicated to Wizard, she knows what I'm talking about.

Ice Building Up

I've been so cold lately. The depression, pain and anxiety are just building up more ice in my body. I just want to stay bundled up in my bed with the TV, my phone or both. I need distractions to keep my mind off of how cold I am.  HE is home more and that just sends me to my bed more. When he's not here, I'm warmer. I get out of bed more, I want to do things and I smile. He's going to be gone tomorrow and I'm already planning what I'm going to get done. I'm looking forward to my chores. How sad is that?

Rambling About The Snow Queen

The Snow Queen is a huge part of my life. I would like to say that she doesn't rule me but she does. I am not her but she definitely exerts a lot power over me. But there is glass within me. Yet I'm always looking for ways to melt the glass inside of me.  Yet it seems like when a little glass has melted, the Snow Queen has put more inside me.